hey i'm back again... i've been thinking a lot lately and cleaning while i was doing it and i decided to put this song on my website... a really great friend wrote it for my family and i when we were going through a really tough time a while back so here it is....
Stairing at these four walls and this ceiling, why did he leave? How is he dealing with being on his own? God shipped him on a plane to somewhere far away, never to return.
leaving that day, i'm sorry to say to you that i'll say goodbye to all my friends but premature to you. over and over we remember you, even though you're far away we never really knew that you'd be gone when we get older we will never move on.
But theres not a damn thing we can do about it wish your're goming home but now i doubt it and everything you had, you left without it.
and our frozen smiles fading fast forgetting so much time will pass, it will never be the same. my good friend's gone against his will but in my head i see him still, forgetting that he's gone
He'll always be with me and my memory forgetting that hes gone.
Eric Davies wrote that and hes so great to have been there w/ me through everything! you're still a really great friend eric I  you!!!!! | 
if you really wanna call it that... eh oh well... so who wants to know what i did? everyone right? yeah thought so... so wednesday we celebrated wasted wednesday and well got wasted at my house then i had kim come pick me up around 1:30 and i went to dennys came back home and past out! thursday i stayed at rachels after work but i didnt get off work till late so i didnt do anything before hand... friday i worked then went to kevin's w/ rach and tara... yeah we drank again! lol it was fun cuz i found a new make out buddy and believe me that was fun! lol then i went to casey's house when rach and tara went home and then i went home... saturday we went back to kevins and had a few then left early cuz rach's parents wanted her to be home early so i went to aarons and found another new make out buddy 
yeah that was fun too lol... then sunday we celebrated easter at kevins and i did a beer bong... oh man... and driving home at 2:30 in the am calling taco bell to see if their open (which they werent) is good times!!and today i went to rachels soccer game w/ tara and well we drank... wow one sober day all break... prolly not good...... eh what can ya do? so that was my break! how was everyone else's? leave me comments and tell me all about it :)
sooo exciting! i haven't really been up to much just working out w/ kim and partying w/ tara and rach and sometimes kim! they're so much fun! for sure! so yeah i'm bored and there's really not much to say so i'll just write back when something awesome happens... like when i QUIT MY JOB!!!!! i sooo need to! that place is going f*ing crazy!!!! k i'm out! talk to ya soon! 
